Something that might give you an idea of why im doing what im doing

I'm a confusing person, I sometimes never understand why i want or why i do things until I have them done. my art work came after i done my first "piece". when i talked about the piece of the first time I understood why i wanted to do it. i came up with my topic from doing my first piece. my first piece was for combined materials I chose something i know so well (i thought i did) MY FAMILY FRIENDS THE BOND THAT CONNECTS US TOGETHER........ I love my family and friends there the only things I think about all the time, i dont have a hobby that i can think about really unless you class Facebook as a "hobbie"...........